I miss you all so much. I want to hug you and feel thirty fingertips on my shoulder blades, pressing into my skin and creating little white circles, because it's been so long. I want to be able to smile and bury my head into each one of your chests while I smile and subtly listen to your hearts beat. They'll beat and bump their own separate tunes until, eventually, things will slow down and speed up at just the right time to create a song that blends one man's bass with another man's pleasure. And soon we'll all be dancing in an ethereal haze.
At this moment, I want nothing more than to be happy and to make you happy.